Those words
One asked me yesterday.
"What's up with your boyfriend?"
Then I had to say those words that had been drifting in my mind to long.
"I don't have a boyfriend."
As I said the words it became clearer, I'm actually al alone.
I've never thought of it in that specific way before.
I used to think those words but they never meant something.
At that moment all I wanted to say as an answer to his question was.
"He holds me in his arms at night. He tastes like the sweetest of all apples.
His hair smells like a beautiful summer day. He doesn't make me feel like a fool.
He takes my hands and kisses me gently."
Maybe I wouldn't say all that but those words would float around in my thoughts.
But now it has hit me, I can't even make boys look my way so how would I ever have a boy of my own?
Written by coolgirl91